blessed or cursed, to be lifted or dispersed?
See this world you navigate seamless. See this fortress that does not float flagless. See this canvas you cannot fathom edgeless. Witness this wizard’s whispers fangless. Twitch while your muscles […]
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Sinewy Tomb
Entombed in this womb of flesh and blood – sealed with unsacred smears of pus. Dripping with juice of tasteless lust – screaming as even the good child must. Ejecting […]
Paul R Fleischman on 10-day Vipassana Meditation Retreats
I have just returned from another meditation retreat such as I have been doing for the past 3 or so years and I am again deeply moved by the experienced […]
Journal Entry from March 17 2012
What is this shit that makes us twist and miss the chances of change to derange our fantastical little brains into unholy alliances with goblin-like demons? Why do I look […]
Journal Entry from March 8 2012
The devout men of our times are looking askance at the fancied heroism that belies our betrayed berated fools that escalated from Golgotha to organisms that underwent gregarious transformations. This […]
Journal Entry from February 21 2012
Extricate thyself from the fascination with horrendous orifices or suffer the smothering of eternity upon thy scrawny bosom. We endure and then end in manure. We flutter for five fantastical […]
Journal Entry from February 12 2012
What in the world caries as much weight as the essentialist doctrine of free fates divined and resting fully blooming for the time of sorrows divested of all ethereal mores. […]
Social Anxiety
Social anxiety can be an extremely debilitating condition for those who suffer from it. It comes in various degrees ranging from mere shyness to full-blown avoidance personality disorder. I want […]
Left Brain Right Brain
This is for purely speculative purposes and should be taken with a grain of salt, obviously. I want to offer my intuitions regarding the dynamic equilibrium between the two independent […]
Reflections on 2011
It is the 31st of December, according to human convention signifying the final day of the year 2011 and offering a fitting moment for reflection on all that has taken […]
Journal Entry from Nov 7 2011
Oh bewildering world that swirls with winds of fury around my curious spurious flurries. These whirlwinds of cataclysmic emergent phenomena that coalesce at far distances bewitch the rational predisposition and […]
all problems are in your own mind
All problems are in your own mind. We cannot escape the prison of our subjectivity, that which conditions the world. The error is to misattribute the colors our mind paints […]
My Current Views and Directions in Psychology
Body Representation: The topic in psychology with which I am most engaged at the moment is that of body representation. This is essentially the question of how the brain constructs […]
an exploration of myself and why i am depressed
Today I am fairly depressed. It is a strange state that I feel myself to be descending into, as it seems distinctly chemical. I can feel the rolling turmoil of […]
Journal Entry from August 12 2011
False fetuses were falsified further by far reaching epiphanies that drove sordid men to commit miserable greyscale derivative device manufacturing. Reprogram this enunciated mess of heathen to refract divine magnitudes […]
Journal Entry from March 24 2011
The behemoth starts and stops in fits, falls in pits, busting wrists and thrusting slits. Moving towards awe on this blood-stricken pathway of the animals. Circumscribed for us all is […]
Journal Entry from April 6 2011
To sing charming succulence of which the greatest catlike heroines rummage through to find their greatest grudges brought to life. Hurry through this barren moment of swiftness. Sifting through the […]
Journal Entry from July 5 2011
Decommission the orgasmic unfolding of the giant mists of Saturn, devolving as they are into a million twisting blips upon the radar of our holiest mount. Graciously we can say […]
Meditation Retreat Documentation 2011
This is intended to document the various experiences that I had during the most recent of the S. N. Goenka retreats that I have been on in order to maintain […]
Journal Entry from June 07 2011
Unsuspecting victims of the eternally ever-living preachers that suspend the dorsal anomalies underlying all of the hegemonious commode that tethers us to the podium of Delphia. Yearn horticulturally and thy […]